You know I wonder that myself from time to time!
I will say I feel better loosing some dead weight as of late and happy to see it was as easy as I expected it would be. I am so happy to have cleaned up a little bit and stopped searching for friendship where I will never find it! I have made a VERY good friend as of late that I know I will have the rest of my life! I can say this about it, I have found a Kindred Spirt that I feel was removed from me at some point in my past about 20 years ago that has now been returned to me. I lost another family member this week and I have to say I am very run down from the steady flow of fighting I seem to have coming my way. I am so happy to have this spirt to rely on in times of need. I have to say I have always stood on my own two feet for my whole life and I never depend on anyone. I have been so very down and depressed as of late I am happy to have the few VERY good friends in my life that I have. I know I have friends but how many of your friends could you depend on in that way really? I thought I had none at all! I am happy to find that is so not the truth!
With that the local Comic con is in full swing today and I have to say I am torn on attending. Part of me would love to go and support my buddies and be in the crowds. The rest of me is happy to be out of he scene all together! I am happy with the direction my work has taken in the past year and I look forward to the future and this set I am working.
I have a very hard road ahead of me and I am unsure of my future for the first time in my life and I couldn't be any happier with the fact I have a few friends to rely on and I can't stop dreaming.
Till then no more sleeping. Dreams are here to make reality from moment to moment.
You have my very best.
Thank you for reading this.
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